This meme sums up the way we can meet the New Year should we choose to do so. I look back at this year with great sadness as I lost my beloved Dad in January 2015.
Life is always throwing out challenges and it’s how we deal with them that makes us who we are. For a writer, I am terrible at keeping in touch with friends and relatives. But please know I think if you all often and cherish your love and friendship.
I look back at this year with mixed feelings of joy and also great sadness as I lost my beloved Dad in January 2015. Two days after my birthday and one day before Mum and Dad’s 68th wedding anniversary.
This year may be my final year at University as I enter the last year of my degree. I don’t understand where the last five years have gone. Ten years ago completing a degree was an item on my bucket list one I never thought I would accomplish and here I am. I am so grateful to all my friends, tutors, and lecturers who have helped me through this journey. I have cried, panicked, laughed and thought I wasn’t good enough but have kept going. When I graduate in 2017 it will be the dream of a life -time realized. I could not have done this without my long-suffering husband who put up with books and notes everywhere and scratch meals and loves the uni break because I actually cook.
There have been a lot of personal challenges I have faced apart from losing Dad. My wonderful grandchildren, I haven’t seen them for three years come May. Finances and obligations have not allowed that luxury and I often feel I am losing them. As an only child, that is the price I have had to pay. My kids are grown up with their own lives and families and my parents needed my support. I know they are there if I reach out but sometimes it is hard to intrude. My wonderful son and his beautiful wife have had their share of heartaches and don’t need mine. My beautiful daughter and her husband and the boys are the joy of my life. It breaks my heart to be so far away. I miss my children even though they are in their 40s. I miss them and love them in a way they may never understand.
My wonderful Uni friends who accept me for who I am and rarely challenge my age. THANK YOU. Well, sometimes when they say something and they go ‘Oh God you’re the same age as my Grandmother.’ They make me laugh and forget my troubles and they have made my journey at Uni easier.
My fantastic husband who puts up with my temper tantrums and no cooking or cleaning, and who has his own health issues – I love you.
You are the sun of my day.
You are the moon of my night.
You are the air I breathe.
You are the joy I find when I awake
and the peace at night before I sleep.
Stay with me always and be my life.’
MAY YOU ALL BE BLESSED IN THE COMING YEAR
MAY THE ENLIGHTENED ONES WATCH OVER AND PROTECT YOU